I want to bury all these catastrophic thoughts. Bad things shuffle through my brain, making me feel as if I don't fall on my knees and crawl, I'll go insane. I don't know what this path is filled with. I touch the ground but I can't wake up. I'm asleep at the wheel and I don't know where life is leading me. Can I just dig? Dig until my questions are answered. Dig until my brain stops rushing. Dig until my heart stops bleeding from the pain that makes me jaded. Dig until I can feel again because my heart is so numb. Dig until I can really feel the air in my lungs. Dig until the pain stops. I don't know where to burry my head. Perhaps my head is graveless and the pain will never end.

Julicia Salvatore 💙